What I'm really thinking: the standup comedian
My performance is all over the place. I hate it, you hate it, but I've got seven more minutesI'm trying to control my breathing and settle the rising feeling of panic in my chest, but I know this game is over. I jump on stage and attempt to mimic the confidence that usually serves me so well. But mimicry of confidence never works. That's what few people realise " standup comedy is not just about being funny, it'…